amanda the rocket.

i'm amanda, that's a known fact. i'm 17 and i'm really bad at updating my tumblr. i do it for a week or so. then i just forget about it. i like to think people read what i write. but i think i'm the only one reading it. lalal. anyway.
yo, peace. stay cute :)

wednesday..

I’m slowly drifting away from everything. I rather be closed up in my room, and dream away with a good book. I’m getting to the point where I don’t care about anyone and no one cares about me. That’s how I always create things, that’s how I slowly lose myself. Why I don’t prevent it, you may ask yourself. Oh maybe, ‘cause I’m not that kind of person.

I just honestly don’t care about my life. I don’t care what’s going to happen with me, I don’t care if I die. I don’t care if I would just fall into a million pieces. I’m fine with it. ‘Cause I believe. I believe you can get another chance. Yes I didn’t make this life, the best. But I know, my next life will be the best of the best. I just wish I would then remember this life. So I could tell everyone, how amazing it feels to be somebody.

Thank you. Thank you for being an idiot. Thank you for giving up on me when I was a kid. That way I learnt that, Life is a bitch then you die. Good day!

I’m out. peace. Stay cute, for yourself. Ok? Nobody else.